Pregnancy after a miscarriage.
It’s terrifying. So very terrifying.
You spend almost every moment worrying that something could happen to this pregnancy as well.
You search google to see how common a repeat miscarriage is. You google your chances week by week.
They say the chance of a miscarriage after twelve weeks drops to 1%, but that does not exactly clear up your anxieties. There is always that small chance that something could still happen, right?
That is where I am at now. Twelve weeks and four days pregnant. The chances of me having another miscarriage have dropped, but I’m still scared.
Even though I have these worried feelings, I have decided to not dwell on them.
I am going to celebrate this baby. I am going to let my kids talk to my belly. I am going to take pictures and plan for the future. I am going to give this baby the love that it deserves.
Welcome to the family little baby.